Hardly at all

That's how much I thought of the Ex yesterday.

And I wrote not a single bitter e-mail to him in my mind.

Oh hallelujah. Thank Jesus Mary and Joseph, Allah and Mohammed.

Now I am sitting at Sowohlalsauch, a table away from Secret Agent Man. Who spoke to me for a whole entire hour. I think he likes the sound of his own voice. But whatever.

Life is good.

Comments

[Peter]

Hey Lilan---it's Peter from john friends talk tonight. I'm off in the morning but wanted to say not to give the guy another thought (although that is easier said than done) as you showed up tonight filled with a brightness of light that only an open heart could share. i saw it in your eyes which smile with fullness. love reading the blog, thanks for sharing the details....I'll check back once your book is complete so i can try to find you for a signed copy.
sending blessings of love and joy as your journey continues.....

[Lilan]

Peter, I was so touched by your comment. Thank you. And I am amazed how you saw to the core of the matter: A closed heart cannot love an open one. So surely I am better off. :-)I wish you a wonderful time in France, and then Martha's Vineyard. I am glad our paths crossed. Perhaps they will do so again! Namaste